Grieving

I've witnessed multiple transitions in this recent years. until the time their souls left their body, they were getting skinnier and skinnier that i could feel each bones with my fingers. recalling the scene as i am writing this thoughts now, i know now that they were getting ready to go back to the original form of all of us. leaving everything behind what they carried during this lifetime. they were slowing down and getting lighter- the way they can float away easily. i won

Recently my dog Jojo left this earth. He was 19yrs old. Almost a year a part from his daughter Coco's passing, he left. His passing has taught me a lot; I think every living thing has a time set to expire. We are all souls experiencing life. What makes difficult to care for a living things who is getting ready to leave this earth is unknown. Unknown of when, Unknown of how and Unknown how they go and what we will going to feel after they leave. And our bodies are merely shell

I often take a bus home. Knowing it would take me more time to get home. Giving myself a reason- "took longer to get home because i took a bus." my face is facing outside and not really seeing anything, just letting sight passing by. The comfort i crave by occupying myself because "a bus took longer." As if i am placing the reason on the bus. In reality, i was avoiding doing something. I just wanted to be be.